Lately, as sad as I am admitting this, the fear of the unknown has really grabbed my attention, but truly, I'm done ruminating on it. Yes, I have a physical disability, and yes, the changes in my body that I experience are absolutely terrifying at times. I will not sit idly by though and wait- I will push myself. Only then can I ensure that my physical challenges do not become me. It truly amazes me at times how vulnerable and broken we can become. Having a physical disability has never affected me so much- physically, emotionally, and mentally, I am at times overcome with an intense bitterness and sadness that I never thought possible. More than ever before, I am asking, "God, why me?" But, just as quickly, I snap out of it. God has never given me more than I can handle, nor will He ever. And when I succumb to sadness, it's amazing how He works. Placing people in my path to push me, to cheer me on, to listen. Yes, it's true, I don't like being thought o...