Just a Thought or Two

Life's funny, isn't it? We live it, for the most part, love it, all the while, dealing with it. Recently, I took part in a driver's evaluation. The counselor in me was prepared for it, whatever the outcome. Jessica Dineen, the individual, was anything but prepared for the onslaught of emotion that came after the evaluation: the tears, the anger, the despair, the frustration, the anxiety, and the grief. As I began the evaluation, I was grateful that at least I wasn't alone- there was someone with me who could offer the moral support I needed to get started- someone who has offered much support, both professionally and personally in recent months. I have a hard time even articulating what the relationship means to me, but nonetheless, I am thankful for it. For so many, driving is a rite of passage, a natural progression in life. At 26, it seemed like the natural next step as I continue to work toward a greater sense of independence and freedom. Here I am- I have a g...

You know how sometimes people try to warn you about someone but you just have blinders on and refuse to listen to them? But then later on, you realize they were right? Recently, this happened to me. I closed the door on a beautiful friendship in order to  regain some of my self-worth, confidence, and voice back. It has been heartbreaking to recognize that in a way, I was subtly being taken advantage of- a hard pill to swallow for a girl who already perceives tremendous struggles with friendships. Certainly one of the hardest things I've had to do in awhile. But, I know I did what's best for me. And isn't it amazing, God has allowed me to see someone who I loathed just a few months before, in a whole new light. God knew what He was doing when he set all of these events in motion. This new relationship couldn't have come at a better time in my life. A void has been filled, a void that quite honestly I didn't even know existed. Be grateful for every single person i...