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On the Unexpected

You know how sometimes people try to warn you about someone but you just have blinders on and refuse to listen to them? But then later on, you realize they were right? Recently, this happened to me. I closed the door on a beautiful friendship in order to  regain some of my self-worth, confidence, and voice back. It has been heartbreaking to recognize that in a way, I was subtly being taken advantage of- a hard pill to swallow for a girl who already perceives tremendous struggles with friendships. Certainly one of the hardest things I've had to do in awhile.

But, I know I did what's best for me. And isn't it amazing, God has allowed me to see someone who I loathed just a few months before, in a whole new light. God knew what He was doing when he set all of these events in motion. This new relationship couldn't have come at a better time in my life. A void has been filled, a void that quite honestly I didn't even know existed.

Be grateful for every single person in your life, for they unexpectedly prepare you for the next one. Never forget, everyone is in your life either for a reason, season, or lifetime. Goodbyes are unfortunately a part of life, but we can accept them much, much easier if we can be grateful for every one. Somehow, someway, they have shaped who we are at this very moment, today.

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