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On Cancer...and Its Ugliness

Tonight I spent time on the phone with one of the most amazing friends I will ever have. She called terrified, scared, and overwhelmed- Lyss is unsure of anything at this point. Can she handle living on her own? How will she get to work? Can she handle the stress of a new job- her first real job? This post is not really about her next chapter, but instead how she got to where she is today. Cancer. Such an ugly thing- and this is my attempt to write about something that no one really likes to talk about.

As I listened to Lyss stress, I wanted to weep. Like, really sob for her. At eight years old, she found herself in the midst of a journey that would forever change her life, I didn't know her prior to or during her fight with cancer, but cancer changed Lyss. In all of her struggles she has persevered in so many ways! Despite her challenges, she manages to never give up, despite the tears and many frustrations, she does an amazing job day in and day out! Many tend to easily become annoyed with my dear friend- shame on them, because she is one of the most amazing, beautiful people I will ever know.

As I sit here, I am ever reminded of the many people I know who are battling cancer right now.

An old friend's Dad whose faith is being tested. He recently walked his oldest daughter down the aisle. I pray for him and his dear family daily as they continue to embark on this tiresome journey. I pray that they won't lose faith and hope.

A sweet six year old who probably doesn't have much longer on this earth. She is currently in the fight of her life while her parents agonize about decisions they never anticipated having to make for their baby girl.

A friend's Aunt who is just beginning her journey. A sweet lady who sent me cards in college, just to say hi and keep me updated on everything going on back home. As she begins this journey, I pray that I will be as much of a blessing to her that she has been to me over the years.

A friend's husband who may be forced to embark on this journey yet again. Praying earnestly that they don't receive the results they're afraid of!

Join me in prayer for each of these, friends! Really pray- nothing hurts more than hearing the words, "I'll pray for you" when you know they're not really praying. Rise early as if your life depends on it and pray for each of them. Make an effort to pray each day. Build it into your prayer time and Pray Until Something Happens.

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