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On Faith...and Laughter

I had the opportunity to go home this past weekend in order to say goodbye to my sister who is heading off to Nebraska in just a few days. When in church on Sunday morning, something  was said that I just can't let go.

"How will people remember you at your funeral? What will be the first thing that is said about you?" Although I have heard this many times over the years, it really hit me this time.

If I were to die tonight, would you remember me as a Christian who seven years ago rededicated her life to the Lord, someone who's shared the gospel with you, no matter what the cost? Up until about a year ago, this was the case.

I venture to say, actually I know, some of you have never heard me talk about my faith. This is something that is very unsettling to me. When in the world did I stop caring about someone's eternal future? Is my faith really that embarrassing to me? Sure, I still have my standards and convictions. Most of you know  that I am a Christian, but that's probably as far as it goes- how incredibly sad is that?

Here's to being courageous, living with zeal, and the desire to spread the gospel, no matter what the cost.

On a side note, in tonight's episode of What did Jess do now? if laughter truly is the best medicine, than surly I will never ever get sick! Today, I think I laughed more than I ever have about my very poor sense of direction. It is really very embarrassing, but at some point, I have to laugh! It's pathetic, but so true! I can barely get anywhere by myself! Do everyone a favor and immediately call the police if you ever see me behind the wheel of a car!

And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature. Mark 16:15
"My great hope is to laugh as much as I cry..." Maya Angelou

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Unknown said…
Jess, maybe you feel as though you have failed to express your faith to others, but, really, you are a light in the darkness. Everyone that meets you instantly knows your love...it just oozes out of you, whether you are testifying your faith or not. You are the kind of Christian I want to be...I wish that everyone I meet would instantly feel special and loved. That is how you work to make life better in this world
July 1, 2014 at 4:53 AM
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